More Than Useless

I feel like
I would like to be somewhere else
Doing something that matters
And I'll admit here
While I sit here, my mind wastes away
And my doubts start to gatherWhat's the purpose?
It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
And I'm just scared
So scared that I'll fail youSometimes I think
That I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why
Why I'm even here at allBut then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for onceSo I say if I can't
Do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
And nothing trivial
That life can give you will
Measure up to what might have replaced itToo late, look
My date book
Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet
That regret
Will prove to get me to improve in the long runSometimes I think
That I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why
Why I'm even here at allBut then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for onceI'm a little more than useless
And I never knew, I knew this
Was gonna be the day
Gonna be the day that I would do something right
Do something right for onceI noticed
I know this
Week is a symbol of how I use my time
Resent it
I spent it
Convincing myself the world's doing just fineWithout me
(Without me)
Doing anything of any consequence
Without me
(Without me)
Showing any sign of ever making senseOf my time
It's my life
And my right to use it like I should
Like he would
For the good
Of everything that I would ever knowI'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for onceI'm a little more than useless
And I never knew, I knew this
Was gonna be the day
Gonna be the day that I would do something right
Do something right for once