Abrasive

I cannot wait or stick around
I'm giving up, I'm face down
It's not me, it's not you
But I'm still in this roomHey, you choose it
Hey, you abused itIt's not you, wipe the tears aside
And you cry and scream
In the middle of the night
Wrapped in a blanket
But you told the liesHey, you choose it
Hey, abused it
Hey, refused it
Hey, you lose itI cry and scream in the middle of the night
I can't go to sleep
I shake my head in the middle of the night
I can't go to sleepIt's not me, it's not you
Why can't I sleep