Closest I Get

What if I wait and you don't show
If I left you have just to keep me home
What if I held my breath so long
That you notice the silence that lasts so long
What if the closest I get to the moment
Is now...I have seen love come and go
Oh, I watched it catch with one hand held close
There's no easy way to know
If I'm looking back or I'm getting close
What if the closest I get to the moment
Is now...Love, it has no guarantees
Which means will it lay its hands on me
You said the words we know don't work
And I'm still here waiting to see
What could it be
What if the closest I get to the moment
Is now...