Not Only Numb

Looking all around the room I see the clutter in the gloom
I'm not only back, I'm not only numb
Changing shades within the evening, in a day then I'll be leaving
I'm not only back, I'm not only numbWhen the air at home is thin, getting out then looking in
Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows
It ain't awful hard to tell what it's like, my little hell
Yeah she knows, she knows, she knowsI'm now familiar with the tone I hear in bed when I'm alone
I'm not only back, I'm not only numb
In the shade below the eaves think I could chain smoke anything
I'm not only back, I'm not only numbWhen the air at home is thin, getting out, then looking in
Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows
It ain't awful hard to tell what it's like, my little hell
Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows
She knows, she knows, she knowsShe sees all the cars around the parking lots of bars
We've played and stayed
Started laughing, looking down upon the bed
That we've made, we've made, we've made, we've madeShe sees all the cars around the parking lots of bars
We've played and stayed
Started laughing, looking falling down across the bed
That we've made, we've made, we've made, we've madeThe air at home is thin when getting out, then looking in
I'm not only back, I'm not only numb
Changing shades within the evening, in a day, then I'll be leaving
I'm not only back, I'm not only numb
I'm not only back, I'm not only numb
Not not only back, not only numb