Hollow

Today I woke up screaming
 I can't believe it's true
 Not much left for crying
 For this childish fool
 I drift away from my pain
 Seventh frikin time
 Mind in my delusion
 I believe I'm dry to cry
 I'm running my delusions
 As far as I can take
 Agony is falling
 But, insanity's delayed
 I crucify my social life
 I'm making it for real
 Purify my ecstasy
 Can't believe it's truly me
 Caught up and drained,
 In the eye of the storm
 I'll fade away with the anger I hold
 My dreams are denied
 I can't find a place where I belong
 I'm lying to myself
 And it's weakening my sight
 Open up my troubles wide
 But, the feeling is not right
 I'll get away from my pain
 By talking to myself
 Waiting for my fears to break
 I have nothing more to share