Testify

I've been cheating myself for too long.

Living as if i was going nowhere,

And I know it's wrong,

I've been fighting myself for too long,

I try, really try to keep my head up high,

And I know it's wrong,

And I should really know better,

But it's been so long;

[Chorus]

I know how I feel,

But I'm afraid to show it,

Inside it's so real,

But no one else would know it,

The whole truth and no lies,

Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry,

Come on Testify, Come on Testify

I've been lying to myself for too long,

Silence.... was my only comfort

And I know it's wrong,

But I can't change the weather,

It's been too long;

[Chorus]

To the friends that I've lost on the way,

To the friends I've been pushing away,

You could say that I've made it,

But I'm Jaded

And inside I'm falling;

[Chorus]

I've been fighting,

Myself for too long,

And Ive been hating,

Myself for too long.

[Thanks to lil_mizz_rockchick@hotmail.com for these lyrics]